A story of a long lost girl...

I have lost from God for years... like a black sheep, i walk alone in an empty street with only my dark shadow still there for me... i try to find my way home but it's just too impossible that i could, with all the sins that i have done that still fresh in my memories, its just too impossible to go home... when things started to get worst and worst, i ran away but i can't hide myself... its like all the bad memories did not know the true meaning of give up that they still haunting my life... all of a sudden, my mind click to do something that people said as "an out of your mind thingy..." that is the shortest way to forget all the bad things that is to kill myself...
so i find a tallest building which is the suitable place to ensure my plan success... when i'm about to jump off the building, something soft or something warmth touch me and prevent me from falling down..It's the Angels... whispering softly with gentle words to my ears telling me not to give up in life... telling me to keep strong and always trust myself... and suddenly my vision became dark... when i woke up, i find myself lying on the foot of the building,unhurt...
i feel very thankful to God that i still alive, knowing that He still have the love for me, i decided to stand for myself once again by changing the negative me to a positive me...
So, i tried and tried to find my way home again and again without feeling wanting to give up... At last, i have found my way home... but i only found the door to my home...still wandering around to look for the key that used to unlock the door to my home.........

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