Rainbow Struck Me Hard

I've been feeling really down and lonely recently :'(
I don't know why i felt this way..
My heart had this weird feeling that i can't even explain how does it really feel
I feel as everything around me want to knock me down
Each night i cried myself to sleep
Wake up with swollen eyes
I feel like no one understand me
Keep comparing me with someone better than me
Why? Why would you all do that?
Wouldn't it be a boring world if everyone is the same?
Maybe this time i'm at the bottom
but surely next time i will be on the top
I'll make you all speechless
I hope that i get a second chance to do better
I'll promise i won't let it go waste this time
I'll keep my promise, believe in myself that i can do it
cause nothing is IMPOSSIBLE, the word itself says I'M POSSIBLE
Let God answer all my prayers and lead me to a better life, better world, becoming better person
Amen

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Will you stay awhile with me?
Let us play the truth or dare game
Where i will find out most of the truth from you
but you will never find the truth from me
Because i will always choose the dare
But if i choose the truth
the answer will always be a lie
Because the truth is too cruel for us to know
Unless if you ask me about my true feeling towards you
The answer will always from the bottom of my heart
Because it is the only question where i can answer honestly
And the answer will always be
" I love you for who you are, my dear"

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Here's a few picture of me wearing my crown that i got last year..

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Today i decided to go 'tamu' with my aunt since i got nothing to do..

Sungai Tamparuli (the view when crossing the Jambatan Tamparuli)

At the time when my aunt buying stuff i saw this stall that sell cute soft toys!! Oh my gucci~

There's this cute pink pig soft toy that i like but decided not to buy it since my bed is full of soft toy..

But if someone buy it for me, i definitely will take good care of it..kekeke

After that, we went around looking stuff at a bag stall when i saw their price sign..

At first i was puzzled by what it's written

the "mora mora" actually means 'murah murah' (cheap)

"Bik lelung lelung" means 'beg lelong' (low price bag)

The weather is too hot today that i almost melt :/

Then me and mom decided to go to library (there got air-cond..kekeke)

We borrowed a few tasty looking books and went to my mom's friend salon

She's getting her gorgeous haircut with only RM6..what?!

Mom with her RM6 haircut

Cici blowing her bubble tea

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Last Friday we went out to watch Burlesque at Centre Point

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Well, tomorrow is the outing day and the greatest thing is we will be watching Burlesque!!
Can't wait to watch t after i watched the official trailer..
It's so exiting!! Pretty girls, flashy outfits, vogue makeup, powerful dance, lots of song and pretty boys..
Also, i will be meeting with my childhood friends..yay ^_^
Btw, here are some of the official picture from Burlesque

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Our plan to go to library today is a total failure..
We didn't even managed to step our foot outside the house!
Well maybe i have but only a walk to my cousin's house to fetch her..
What a waste~
But our day didn't end that badly though..
At my cousin's house, well we kindda lost track of the time
and other difficulties that's why our plan was ruined..
Feeling that our plan would not worked out,
we decided to spend our time watching comedy series!!
Laughing all day long doesn't seem so bad..haha
And the great thing is my aunt keep bringing us tons of food♥
Lucky for us that part of our family have the 'stay in shape" gene despite all the food we consume..
So we didn't have much worry when facing the weight scale..
And here i am facing the pc with kopiko, cakes, chocolate & nuts
even though it hasn't been 30mins after dinner..
So that's all for today's update! See you soon..
*Gosh, i still need to find my green t-shirt for tomorrow >.<
now where did i put it?? Geez =.="

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Well, yesterday was my dear cousin birthday and since we are far apart i couldn't give him a gift..
So i just wished him and send a wishing picture which i made it by myself..
I felt so relieved when he said he like it a lot and told me to make another one for his birthday next year..
The picture is just a simple one though..
So, here it is >>>

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What have happened to my blog?
I've abandoned it for such a long time..haiz//
But i promise to update it ASAP!

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