Rainbow Struck Me Hard

I've been feeling really down and lonely recently :'(
I don't know why i felt this way..
My heart had this weird feeling that i can't even explain how does it really feel
I feel as everything around me want to knock me down
Each night i cried myself to sleep
Wake up with swollen eyes
I feel like no one understand me
Keep comparing me with someone better than me
Why? Why would you all do that?
Wouldn't it be a boring world if everyone is the same?
Maybe this time i'm at the bottom
but surely next time i will be on the top
I'll make you all speechless
I hope that i get a second chance to do better
I'll promise i won't let it go waste this time
I'll keep my promise, believe in myself that i can do it
cause nothing is IMPOSSIBLE, the word itself says I'M POSSIBLE
Let God answer all my prayers and lead me to a better life, better world, becoming better person
Amen

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Will you stay awhile with me?
Let us play the truth or dare game
Where i will find out most of the truth from you
but you will never find the truth from me
Because i will always choose the dare
But if i choose the truth
the answer will always be a lie
Because the truth is too cruel for us to know
Unless if you ask me about my true feeling towards you
The answer will always from the bottom of my heart
Because it is the only question where i can answer honestly
And the answer will always be
" I love you for who you are, my dear"

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Here's a few picture of me wearing my crown that i got last year..

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